Sunday April 29th Christine and I hiked Starvation Creek up to the Hole in the Wall Falls.  It was so lovely.  There we lots of amazing flowers with very short bloom windows so I took a ton of photos.  I took so many photos I ran out of battery just after the halfway point of the hike.  I was bummed as I had left the spare battery in my other pack.

We got back to the car and I took the camera off of the chest strap on the backpack and placed it on the hood of the car *insert drums of doom here* and opened up the trunk to get place the pack in the car and get out the spare battery.  What followed in my head was this sequence:  I put the pack in the trunk, got out the battery then walked around the car and grabbed the poles from where they were leaning next to the camera. I placed the poles in the car and Christine placed her things in the car.  I closed the trunk and got into the car.  I realized I did not have the camera or the cell phone - oops.  I hop out of the seat and go back to the trunk - grab the cell phone - hmmm no camera. *hear that drum?*

I check the roof of the car - no camera, inside my brain a little voice says. “I must have tossed it in the back seat. I’ll just put the battery in when we get to the next stop.” *ta-dum ta-dum ta-dum*I close the trunk and get in the car and off we go to our next hike destination.

Sigh. Needless to say what happened in my head was not what happened in the real world. Now the camera is gone and I have lost all of those beautiful flower pictures. I am very sad. I loved my camera very very much and I feel just really stooopid to have lost it in such a totally avoidable way. 

I take strattera for my ADHD, it generally really helps me maintain strength of focus and follow through. Sigh - I guess it just did not work on Sunday.  Corey says that I really have to accept that I do the “I must have” whenever I get confused about a sequence of event; and that I really should just stop and redo the actions rather then assume that I did anything at all.

So goodbye really really nice Olympus Stylus 800 camera. 

I loved you and I will miss you very much.  You took really amazing macro shots and travelled well.  You were shockproof and all-weather (which was awesome cause I took you out in the rain all the time). I especially loved your large lcd screen - no more squinting in a tiny eye hole!